d@n: lost.

Friday, September 16, 2005

lost.

i've been feelin really down and out these few days.. something's on my mind that's buggin me for nearly 3 weeks at least. before i sleep, when i wake up.. it's the same thing. dun think i've been coping well this sem. i ponder and ask myself why did i choose life sci. yes i chose it coz of interest.. but seems that my interest has been dwindling.. maybe its due to the modules that i'm taking this semester.. kinda sucks.. i like biology.. not biochem not genetics or watsoever.. i would like to be a marine biologist or a vet, to save animals. not to do research all my life and in the end come out with no shit. i want things that are feasible. can be touched, felt, emotions.. not some bacteria stuff that you and i cant see w/o a microscope.

checked out the vet course in scotland. its another 5 years of education.. and i'm less than halfway thru NUS..

well anyway if you're feeling down too.. remember,

"Jesus can turn water into wine. But He can't turn your whining into anything."

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